mothers’ day is near.
i have so many issues with my mother. can’t really blame her. sometimes i dislike myself because i sound like her, act like her, think like her.
i don’t really hate her. i just empathized too much for all the trials she had that i forgot to enjoy my own. but now that i’m a mother, i try to remember the good stuff that she taught me and hopefully change the rest.
i want to be the best mom in the world for my child, just for my child. but there is so many things to consider. they say there is so many things in my plate right now– my parents, in-laws, my career, my dreams, my marriage… owwww… sometimes i think i push myself to hard. lol.
i’m just enjoying my motherhood, cause when she grows up, i know she’ll hate me. lol.
advance mothers’ day to all moms! 🙂