first, let me share this song, and yes, it’s time to begin again.
valentines day is not for lover’s only.
i dreaded this day would come. when the calendar hit Feb 1, i was stressed, wishing day after day, that this will just passed by. i dreamed that i will wake up and it’s march already so i would not put up with all the hearts, the love stories, the sweetness. i’m sour-grapping. i won’t deny that i’m envious, because for the past 8 years, i wasn’t alone on valentines day.
I’m bitter, I feel that I have no one to celebrate this day with. because of this, i work myself out, going home at past the hours, my little girl waiting for me to come home, a selfish part of me.
but yesterday i forgot my treat to my daughter. i was so full of hate, “ah tomorrow is valentines and i’m alone”. immaturity struck me. i came home around 8pm (too early, i should be home at 5pm, lol) and my daughter is patiently waiting for me.
enthusiastically, she smiled and handed me a short bond paper– my first valentines card from my little girl.
i cried. a three-year old can do so much.
this made me realize that i wasn’t alone. that someone loves me. i kept pushing away people because i want a specific thing that i can’t have, which is a stupid thing to want/think. lol.
ah. she made my day really. she made my whole life complete. she made me realize that i’m moving on andwei have our whole lives ahead of us, so much love to give and to receive.
we can begin again.
this post is a little bit immature but heck, we celebrate “the love” day and love makes people stupid and crazy. lol.
sharing love to all! 🙂
Happy Valentines Day from me and my little girl! ❤